So I don't want to die..and I haven't wanted to die for a while.

But leave it to the freaks around me to think that cuz i have a few minor cuts upon myself to think I'm suicidal again.

Look dudes, I like the sight of blood when I'm pissed off -- Deal WITH IT!

So Now I'm currently feeling the reprocussions of me cutting, by being placed in a hell hole called APPHP (or Adolesect Pysiciatric Partial Hospitalization Program) NO FUN

THey threatend me with jail time today...ME! WTF!

I'm done and bored and tired.

Maybe I'm still infatuated with him but I know there is someone I must love.