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Sun, May. 8th, 2005, 10:46 pm

For all yall -- just letting ya know - I havent' died or whatev. I've been writing in my Blurty... web address is:

www.blurty.com/users/ediciussievol

:-D

Check it out - I'm writing on a daily basis


♥ lauren

Tue, May. 4th, 2004, 10:11 am
Recently

I have nothing really exciting to add right now.

I made a hair appointment for friday at 3. oh joy.

I officially hate the community : makeout_bus because its a ton of ugly ppl that tell everyone that they are ugly and make them want to piss on their ugly faces. it is really not a mentally healthy place to be, being as the people that run it are not mentally stable. bah


Meg still hasn't added me to her friends list. which i am confused about. who knows


I'm going to bed again now. because mono is kicking my ass.

Mon, May. 3rd, 2004, 08:10 pm

woot whos hot?

meeeee!

BAHHH




pics )

survey )

Mon, May. 3rd, 2004, 07:39 pm
I hate LJ and BLURTY

So I have no idea why i got a live journal as well as a blurty.

but i do


so yall should visit the blurty to see inside my mind:


Click here for blurty


WOOT

Sat, Apr. 3rd, 2004, 01:46 pm

I am so incredibly bored. Frickin Angel won't answer her phone. But i just called her and at least she's at home but shes in the shower. Stupid head. I STILL cannot figure out how to put pictures in my journal!!! haha
see i do this :
< Img src=imgname.jpeg> (without the space before it) and i end up with one of these:


WHAT THE HELL?!?!

someone help me out!

Sun, Jan. 25th, 2004, 04:26 pm
Randomish thing I stole from Marty

1. List 5 things that you don't care about: High School, Cheerleaders, Carl, White Trash, Russians

2. What movie do you think was really stupid? Big Fish (it was good, but too mainstream)

3. What song are you sick of hearing? that Britney Spears/Maddonna one

4. What word annoys you? crusty....i wanna puke now

5. What is the ugliest name? Shawntay

6. Your least favorite scented lotion? Anything from bath and body works ... they all smell like poon

7. Least favorite flower? roses that arent red...damn people messing with nature

8. Describe a person you don't like: bitchy, white trash, hooker

9. What was your worst nightmare? ET was in my house

10. Restaurant you hate? Jakers

11. What do you hate about yourself? my weight

12. What do you hate about your parents? Not really anything, cept I'm my moms bitch...and my dad is crazy ... they are pretty chill though

13. Car that you think is ugly: Dodge Neon!!!!!!!! (the new ones are goodish ,,, the old ones make me wanna puke)

14. Religion that annoys you: Catholicism, mainly, and Mormanism....any one really actually they all kinda suck... thats why its soooo GRAND to be athiest

15. If you had to wipe out an entire continent which would it be? Asia or Africa...too many people or too many diseases...its a toss up

16. If you had to kill seven people who would they be? Megan, Ryan's girlfriend, Tawny , James , GINNY !!!!!!!!, Sarah , and Tymer

17. The most boring book you ever read? The Chosen

18. Teacher you hated? OOOOH Mrs Wallworth

19. A word you'll never say? crusty *cringe*

20.Ex boyfriend/ex girlfriend you hate the most? Kyle

21. Job you hated? Papa Johns ... GOO

22.Do you hate..
reading? Not nessiscaryly
watching TV? alot...yes
going to work? eh...sometimes
going shopping? nah
eating? GOD YES
talking on the phone? not really
Victorian tea parties? no they can be fun
The End Times pamphlets? is taht something the latter day saints give out? sure
tourists? not particularly...only if they are japanese
going on fishing trips? cant say that i have had the experience
boys who skateboard over ramps? stupid question....NO
jazz guitar? uh not particularly
acrylic nails? STUPID CHEERLEADER SLUTS
Diedrich coffee? sure...i hate caffenee so yeah (and i cant spell either)
The Crusades? Religious peiople dying....not one to complain
cannibals? no opinion
nazis? do whatever
Oiuji boards? cant say ive expierenced that either
corporate buildings? whatever
jellyroll pens? not really
dog collars?uhm people are weird
the play "Oklahoma"? haha not particularly

23. What smell do you hate the most (besides crap)? My sister

24. What was the worst thing that happened to you today?My mom made me her bitch

25. In your entire life, what is the worst thing that's happend to you? Tyler broke up with me

26. Who is the ugliest person you know? ooh thats a toss up -- Megan...i think her personality makes her look like a goat

27. Who is the most stupid person you know? Megan

28. Who is the biggest slob? Jacci -- but I heart her

29. Who is the biggest control freak? ME OMG

30. Who will not shut up? that stupid becky girl

31. The biggest hypocrite? My dad

32.Who tells the most lies? ...besides me?? uhm...kim?

33. Who complains too much about their problems? Becky

34. What is the meanest thing anyone's ever said to you? thats a rough one...probably when tyler told me he loved me as a best friend when i confessed my love to him for ever and always last night....damn

35.What's the meanest thing you've said to someone else? to tyler "you mean everything to me, without you i am not myself, i need you to be complete"

36. Guy/girl you would not have sex with if you were the last two people on Earth: anyone but Tyler

37. Has anyone ever...
spread rumors about you? stupid question... of course
stolen something from you? yeah...duh
pulled some of your hair out? yes!!!!!!
toilet papered your house? Not that i know of
buried you in sand? nope
called you a bitch/asshole? yeah
made you laugh when you were in the middle of drinking something? haha yeah...jacci
ditched you? yes all the time
stood you up? hmm i dunno i dont think so
completely ignored you when you were talking? uh every day!!!!!
spit spitwads at you? yeah the palmer twins in middle school on the bus
pushed you into a swimming pool? yeah but just as for fun
forced you to go on a rollercoaster? yeah
"mooned" you? yeap

38. What is the worst thing that could happen to you right now? if tyler died

39. How many times have you cried this week? like 10 all out bawling sessions, like 15 or so little tears

40. How many times did you cut yourself this week? how many times? like 3 how many cuts?? like 28


EDIT: (4/21/07) Wow...i was a loser in high school. A melodramatic, bitchy loser. Sorry to anyone who had to deal with me. God.

Thu, Jan. 8th, 2004, 08:30 pm
Life....

So I don't want to die..and I haven't wanted to die for a while.

But leave it to the freaks around me to think that cuz i have a few minor cuts upon myself to think I'm suicidal again.

Look dudes, I like the sight of blood when I'm pissed off -- Deal WITH IT!

So Now I'm currently feeling the reprocussions of me cutting, by being placed in a hell hole called APPHP (or Adolesect Pysiciatric Partial Hospitalization Program) NO FUN

THey threatend me with jail time today...ME! WTF!

I'm done and bored and tired.

Maybe I'm still infatuated with him but I know there is someone I must love.

Fri, Dec. 26th, 2003, 12:30 am
CALL ME!

Call me any any time! CALL ME


Just for all yall you should Call me if you know me and my number cuz I'm currently bored -- blah -- so Christmas was today well technically yesterday -- What a random holiday

We actually encourage our children to fantasize about a large hairy man breaking into our houses and leaving "little presents" under our trees and in our socks. not only this but he "ENJOYS" children.

Dear lord what is the world coming to?

Regardless

I'd best be leaving

Thought of the Day:
*My coolest presents were my iPod and my piano (which I am currently playing with and about to go play with {Stay in order those who are confused}) Thanks Mom and Dad you guys rock....I'm kinda glad I didn't die on October 20th!

Sat, Dec. 20th, 2003, 12:58 pm
Tiny Vessles Lyrics

this is the moment that you know
that you told you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

i spent two weeks in Silverlake
the California sun cascading down my face
there was a girl with light brown streaks
and she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i gave you left a mark

tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did and so did i that day

all i see are dark grey clouds
in the distance moving closer with every hour
so when you ask "was something wrong?"
that i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
no, we can't talk about it now."

so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

Sat, Dec. 20th, 2003, 12:47 pm
Romeo + Juliet : Act III, Scene II, Lines I - XXXI

JULIET

Gallop apace, you firey-footed steeds,
Towars Phoebus' lodging; such a wagoner
As Phaethon would whip you to the west,
And bring in cloudy night immediately.
Spread they close curtain, love-performing night,
That runaway's eyes may wink, and Romeo
Leap to these arms, untalked of and unseen.
Lovers can see to do their amorous rites,
And by their own beautiesl or if love be blind,
It best agrees with night, Come civil night,
Thou sober-suited matron all in black,
And learn me how to lose a winning match,
Played for a pair of stainless maidenhoods.
Hood my unmanned blood bating in my cheeks
With thy black mantle, till strange love grow bold,
Think true love acted simple modesty.
Come night, come Romeo, come thou say in night;
For thou wilt lie upon the wings of night,
Whiter than new snow upon a raven's back.
Come gentle night, come loving black-browed night,
Give me my Romeo, and when he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine,
That all the would will be in love with night,
And pay no worship to the garish sun.
O I have brought the mansion of a love,
But not yet possessed it, and though I am sold,
Not yet enjoyed. So tedious is this day,
As is the night before some festival
To an impatient child that hath new robes
And may not wear them.

Sat, Nov. 29th, 2003, 11:08 am
TODAY!!!

Today I have decided that I am gunna make raps about people and you guys have to guess who they are about kae?? haha how FUN!! We'll start with this one first -- post if you know who it is :

Five foot five
And I can't drive
Reputation as a slut
But I know what's what!

Hair of blonde
summer beyond
Hair of brown
seasons around

Stick to roxy
like glue of epoxy
Oh christ lord
I just wanna snowboard!!


HAHA GUESS WHO !! Its kinda easy (that was more like a poem than a rap though wasnt it??) OH WELL

Thu, Nov. 27th, 2003, 05:22 pm
Thanks-fucking-giving

I hate this damned holiday -- and yes i do -- much very so -- so much that i should kill the inventor of it -- DAMN YOU PILGRIMS AND INDIANS WHYYYYYYYYYY DID YOU DOO THIS TO ME __!!>!>

Right now as I am typing this is going on the most extravagant anti-family thing i have ever done -- this is the lovechild of my teen angst vs. my weight control issues vs. my family antisociallity --- what i like to call:::


dun dun dunnnnnn

MY ANTI-THANKSGIVING PARTY (complete with angel hair pasta!!)

but imma eat -- comment if you want -- if you dont -- go to the weblink and read my blurty and when your done with that there may be another entry in here

Thu, Nov. 27th, 2003, 01:41 pm
Friends and enimies

I just was informed that my best friend ever (who is currently my enemie) hated me the entire time we were friends -- oh well -- haha sall good--so i have a random question for all of those who want to post on here -- here tis --- "when you make out with someone and it gets you all hornified -- does that mean that you like them if you havent gotten hornified by making out with anyone in a long time??"

yeah ill wait for the answers